Desperation

I found a wonderful piece of art online somewhere this week and like some kind of fool, didn't save it anywhere. Of course, I went out and bought 2 whole packets of coloured pens yesterdat today in order to attempt to create something similar, but of course I have completely forgotten where or even when this was. This is very upsetting.

It was kind of like this:

Which is from 20x200... originally I had an inkling the one I was looking for was there, but I appear to be mistaken. I suppose chances are that I dreamt it and my searches will be fruitless (I have actually done this before, don't judge).